Saturday, September 13, 2008

YET ANOTHER DAY!!!

Hmm.. after a long time am again into blogging. Oops, y don i do any thing in my life regularly?? Am d very best example of the quote, "Jack of all trades master of none". From young age my parents too wanted me to come into limelight n thy just tried out mny tricks, making me busy by putting me into different classes like, dance, music, Veena, aerobis, yoga n badminton.. etc.. But nothing cud pull me out from this laziness n this syndrome sticks to me till now.. Wen i see people who have speacialized talents apart from acadamics, i used to feel bad o myself tat y didnt i use any of d opportunites given to me.. Though i used to feel for asec , then i never give much big word for it.. Well, blogging was also started thinking tat i shud pen down all ma feels into this, so tat anyone who reads this shud be able to read me.. But i don blog often nowadays.. Again, i work under the saying, New Brooms sweeps well..
Anyway, today was kinda outing day, rather i cud say it was waiting day for me. Woke from bed around 8 clock, listening to my mom's usual blessings.. Started up my day with my usual green tea, my maid's sicking breakfast.. Mom and sis got ready for going out.. i wondered how in this world thy cud leave me alone and go for shopping..Thy said it is no way related to me and asked me to stick at home, but i compelled them inviting bad omens.. So, finally we set to go out.. Thought, driving the car by myself wud b a better option than callin for our driver.. Atlas we drove down to Bhima Jewellers.. Mom got her ordered gold bangles delivered.. Then, we headed to Star Bazaar, (Tata's mall)and i stepped into d mall after parking d car.. As soon as i entered, seeing d crowd mom said, its better someone stays near d lobby itself with these gold bangles as it is not safe to purchase monthly groceries with this.. And finally i was tat Someonne.. Thy gave me 100 bucks(for munching something for killing time) in hand, told me to wait just for half na hour.. half an hour, one hour, onen half hour and two hrs atlas.... i finished a black forest cake, Dounut and an ice tea.. Man, felt too bored, though i love watching people, but still it was too bad to sit idle for 2 hrs.. Then, i started feeling like going back home.. On d way while returning, sis plotted a super master plan and asked me to drop mom first at home and lets got for beauty saloon.. Thinking tat, even i can do something to pamper my skin, i thought its a gud idea... i generally stick only to a single saloon, cald "Fa madria" near my house and even my sis used to accomapny.. But this time, she took me to "Body and soul" her slimming and beauty institute.. She went for her regular slimmin session for an hour.,. She meant this as baeuty treatment, i mistook it as facial works.. Hmm,. since she wans me to pick her up, she again made me to sit thr at d lobby for an hour.. While comi back, i had my ever loving Panipoori.. Tat was my only happy thing tat happened today.. Yup!! i love them so much.. It was 4 clock, wen i enterd home.. then, as usual channel surfing, dinner and now bloging... ; Ends....

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

WHEN U R GONE!!


Avril is my fave singer and this one song is my ever favourite.. The Lyrics in this r too gud!!

When You're Gone lyrics:

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

FESTIVAL SEASON

After Olympics its again time for us to celebrate, Ganesh Chathurthi. Its my fave festival next to Diwali.

U TOOK MY MOUSE AND LADOOS
GIVE IT TO ME BEFORE MY BIRTHDAY!! MUMMY.... MUMMMY....



Sunday, July 13, 2008

STREAM

Huh..... Dono wat to start with, as it been many days i signed into blogger to write something.... Many new things in life kept me moving as a stream of water. To start with, i had lil prob in my eyes and undergone a small operation abt a fortnite back.... Was that a resaon for me to keep away from this machine?? Ney...... I got my eyes operated in Manipal hospital, By Doctor Manoj Mathai Anicatt MBBS, DO, MS, FRCS (UK). He was very gentle, patient frndly and mainly he had great patience to answer by very silly doubts abt the surgery.....Things after the surgery went well and i never had even a small hint of pain in my eyes showing tat, my eyes were operated..... Thanks for d doctor..... Alas, tat week went off as such, in bed, dark room resting, sleeping, doctor post operation consultation.. etc... Next week, as usual, i started feeling bored and bugged again.... So, thought of hunting for some temp jobs so as to occupy myself..... From front office to teacher level, i thought of joining somewere, atleast for free of cost so as to kill time lil usefully........ But i landed up in a gud job as a recuriter associate in an MNC company. Then, i saw Dhasavatharam movie in Lido mall.... Movie was quiet good, stood upto expectation... Than watching the movie, i was rather watchin Kamal's hardwork tats is displayed everywere on the screen..... A small touchy part during the movie session was, screening of our national Anthem b4 and after the movie twice in the theater... Tats really an appreciable duo by Lido officials.... Kudos to them.. Hope, everyone follows the same... Then, life just goes with new places, new pupil around me in office.... Shall update abt my experience thr soon as, i hve worked just 2 days thr, followed by weekend... Things at office r quiet gud and positive.. This now reminds me of the saying, "New Broom Sweeps well"
Hmm.. hope it stays new forever.... ;)

Friday, June 13, 2008

TRANSGENDERS- Children of lesser Gods

Ahem.. Its Friday, the 13th... i just woke up as usual around 9 in the morning. I just felt like writting something in the blog, this (Early morning;)) for 2 reasons, one- i havent logged into ma blog since long and second- wanted to share somethin sentational with u frnds. Yesterday, i went to see my family frnd, who gave birth to a new born baby. The baby was like a new pink rose bud in a venture of blooming.. Lovely.. I was excited to see the baby n so, spent my whole day thr at the hosp. Suddenly i saw 2 transgenders entering d room and was in lil shock cum fear to see them getting in.. It took few seconds to recover for me and got to know the situation tat its Mr Rahul(baby's father) who invited them to bless the baby. It was the time for doctors rounds, so the nurses asked us to sit in the visitors lobby and told tat thy will allow us only after d doctors visit. After ten minutes, Rahul Bhaiyya went out from the lobby to get some medicines and Grandma was almost asleep.. It was just Myself and the 2 Tgns, waiting at the lobby.. My heartbeats started increasing so fast and even i thought of moving from the place as i don want to sit thr alone wit them,but someting made myself to plant thr.. After a deep silence for abt 10 mins, one of the Trans, spoke to me smiling...
T: Hi Betti, wats ur name?
J: Janani..
T: R u scared seeing us??
J: Nope!! y shud i.. u r one among us.. ( actually i was so much, but just told them this , as it wud be the better ans)
T: Wat u doing?? studying??
J: yeah, an Eng graduate.. just finished my Coll..
T: Oh!! gud...
The next question from my side was obviously this one.. Have YOU both studied?? and the reply i got, really made my Mouth Open...
T: yeah i have... I have done MA, Mphil in Pshycology, now doing Phd........ N she Latha, is a writter.. she has published 2 books......
i never ever expected this from them....... She told me after this tat, thy both feel happy to a see young gal accepting them and talking to them normally..( Truly i was not)She then told, abt many bizzaric situations thy both have went thru their life while their education days, How bad people mock at them at each stage, How many sicked them and killed their hearts by words and actions, but still thy both had a determination in heart, tat thy shud continue their education and shud not fall into their community's regular pit workes like begging or sex working.. I was bumped up by their determination.. Though our parents pamper us to make us study , we sulk ourselves for it, but these people , though with lot of wounds by many n also from parents, thy continued too study...So nice of them.... But still thy come for blessing occasions like marriage, house warming, new born etc as thr part time fun and also cas thy need authorization from their community. As we finished speaking this, the nurses announced us abt the end of doctors visit and gave permission to see the baby again.. Thy both danced and blessed the kid and Me. I Actually don belive in this but felt happy to get blessings from a gud hearted deterministic aimful people of this society... So, i think we d new generations atleast shud accept theses children of lesser gods and make them one among us.. The stigma abt them shud be removed and shud save them from ruining their life by forceable cheap works.......... I know this posts gonna shock many as Transgenders always been a sentational topic for discussion, but still its a small exp i got in life with them and so wished to share it with u all...... TC.. ;)

Thursday, May 29, 2008

PARADISE LOST!!

Atlast i found some time again to drop my thoughts.. Am here at my home settled with my parents after completing a sweet part of life cald College life!! Well, i just thought of tellin u frnds abt few things tat most of us have lost.. Here, my cousins( one 7 yrs and other 9 yrs old) have come home for their summer vacation.. Am the prey for their naughty acts.. Thy play all kinda prank and am the one who gets caught from elders.. ;( But still its quiet enjoyable to run behind them.. Well, yesterday my mom, aunt and my cousins went to circus and zoo and i escaped from this bore dayout plan.. i was really astonished to see my cousins eagerly planning to go to this mere circus and zoo.. Thy were so much excited.. Thy were just looking for this day since thy came here.. When thy returned back, thy gave me a sigh as if it was their best day in life!! I really dono how these lil humans gets contented happiness even with this small issues.. Seeing this, i remember my childhood days, even i go excited and merry for many things like wen my dad plans to take me out, my birthdays, while getting a new dress, new barbie doll, kitchen set.... etc.. These things in my life wud bring utmost happiness and pride in front of my scholar Kindergarden frns... ;) But now i wonder were have all these happiness gone?? Now, if someone asks me wat makes me happy... i really cud not give an absolute answer... Y is this change?? Is this wat cald maturity??......... watever it is, i think, those days which made me feel happy even for a small moments, was the days which i really lived.. As age increased, the happiness within ourselves decreased.. I know most of u frnds while reading this,might even feel the same as me. We grownups r in search of something n have lost our happiness... Dono wat we r searching n whether we got it or not in our life.. It aways remains invisible....
"Happiness is like butterfly, the more u chase the more it flies away from u , wen u leave it free, it sits on ur shoulders"

Sunday, May 25, 2008

BEST SELLING - ARCHER


There is good news for all fans of Jeffrey Archer – the best-selling novelist is touring India to promote his later offering A Prisoner of Birth. The life of the man is nearly as colourful as his novels. Archer, a former Member of Parliament also ran a Canadian company called Aquablast and was even gaoled for fraud. "Lots of people have colourful lives. It doesn't mean they can sit down and tell a story," Archer said.
In the Capital to launch A Prisoner of Birth, published by Macmillan, Archer is so overwhelmed by the Indian experience that he is already planning to set his next novel in India.
"After the Indian tour, my wife and I are taking a holiday and then I'm going to write. Possibly that's all I can tell you now that it takes place in India," he revealed.
A Prisoner of Birth and three volumes of A Prison Diary later, it is life behind bars that continues to fascinate the author. “It's the story of a young man who takes his girlfriend for dinner and asks her to marry him, (then) gets involved in a fight that has nothing to do with him,” Archer explained. But more than fascination, it is the pressure to deliver a bigger bestseller each time.
Love him or trash him, you just cannot ignore Lord Jeffrey Archer, whose works have been translated into 32 languages and have sold over 135 million copies.
For those who are new to the writer, this might be the right time to pick up A Prisoner of Birth, which is already a bestseller in India.