Thursday, May 29, 2008

PARADISE LOST!!

Atlast i found some time again to drop my thoughts.. Am here at my home settled with my parents after completing a sweet part of life cald College life!! Well, i just thought of tellin u frnds abt few things tat most of us have lost.. Here, my cousins( one 7 yrs and other 9 yrs old) have come home for their summer vacation.. Am the prey for their naughty acts.. Thy play all kinda prank and am the one who gets caught from elders.. ;( But still its quiet enjoyable to run behind them.. Well, yesterday my mom, aunt and my cousins went to circus and zoo and i escaped from this bore dayout plan.. i was really astonished to see my cousins eagerly planning to go to this mere circus and zoo.. Thy were so much excited.. Thy were just looking for this day since thy came here.. When thy returned back, thy gave me a sigh as if it was their best day in life!! I really dono how these lil humans gets contented happiness even with this small issues.. Seeing this, i remember my childhood days, even i go excited and merry for many things like wen my dad plans to take me out, my birthdays, while getting a new dress, new barbie doll, kitchen set.... etc.. These things in my life wud bring utmost happiness and pride in front of my scholar Kindergarden frns... ;) But now i wonder were have all these happiness gone?? Now, if someone asks me wat makes me happy... i really cud not give an absolute answer... Y is this change?? Is this wat cald maturity??......... watever it is, i think, those days which made me feel happy even for a small moments, was the days which i really lived.. As age increased, the happiness within ourselves decreased.. I know most of u frnds while reading this,might even feel the same as me. We grownups r in search of something n have lost our happiness... Dono wat we r searching n whether we got it or not in our life.. It aways remains invisible....
"Happiness is like butterfly, the more u chase the more it flies away from u , wen u leave it free, it sits on ur shoulders"

4 comments:

JOE CAGE said...

you sure have a way with words....

Sundar said...

Hmm. I thought a day out with small kids would have been fun for some.

Maybe as we grow up our expectations keep increasing. And we are not satisfied by those small pleasures that drove us as kids.

Waiting for your next update.

selva said...

Hi Buddy, tis is selva...i just peeped into ur blog unfortunately...gud to read abt the happiness which we lost...v used to make very high expectations...really dont know wat v r in search of....but for sure v lost our happiness... hey u really did a great work...well composed....continue ur writings...if possible do keep n touch cselvamca@gmail.com...take care dosth...

Visu said...

As Mr.Kohlberg said, Our expectations keeps changing with age and at one point it saturates(Probably the day before you die).. So, what was fun earlier is not anymore. And don't say me you are not happy.
Well, getting 36 in a paper which you thought you would flunk(Ah yes, the DSP), will definitely bring you hapiness. :)